Cassandra Parkin – The Leftovers

Cassandra Parkin – The Leftovers

Nurse Callie is giving up her job to be better able to care for her brother. For years now, Noah has been suffering from mental illness and apart from their father, Callie is the only one he trusts and who is able to calm him when he gets in a state of emergency. To have more time, she leaves the hospital and becomes a carer for Frey, a young man who does not talk and needs strict daily routines to cope with life. Thus, Callie spends two weeks with her father and brother and the other two together with a colleague with Frey. When she returns one night from work, she receives an awful message: both her beloved ones have died in an accident and now she has to face her mother again. The woman who left them, who always hated Callie and the single person she does not want to see. It is a confrontation which is not only hurtful but which also lets lose monsters which have been kept locked up for many years.

Cassandra Parkin’s novel is a dark tale which play with the big question if the narrator is reliable or not and if what we remember is actually how things really happened or if our brain might play tricks on us. “The Leftovers” is great in making you high alert for the half-sentences, the things implied, all that is not said and questions all characters. Whom can you trust? Who is willingly misleading? Who is misled by their brains? From a point where all is clear, you enter an abyss where everything is possible.

Callie appears to be a selfless young woman who has destined her life to care for others. She is great with Frey as she has a long history of living with her brother and noticing nuances, slight changes which might be signs for dramatic events. She can well adapt to Frey’s needs and sync herself with his life which makes her perfect for the job. Yet, after some time, things slightly change and it takes some time for the reader to figure out why that is.

In the confrontation with her cool and repellent mother, childhood memories come up. Not only did her mother not show any affection towards her and clearly preferred her brother, she definitely neglected the girl. In Callie’s recollections, it all makes sense and fits together perfectly, yet, the more you get to know, the more you start to wonder if she, too, might see things that are not there just like her brother. Even though from what she tells, it all seems right and yet, doesn’t the understanding from the world of somebody suffering from paranoia normally form a consistent picture?

A great read I can only recommend but you should be aware that some contents might feel like triggers for a highly sensitive reader.

Virginia Feito – Mrs March

Virginia Feito – Mrs March

Mrs March leads the classic life of a New York upper class housewife and mother. Her husband George is a successful writer whose latest novel has catapulted him to the top of the bestseller list. Mrs March was raised to this life, from her childhood on, she has learnt how to behave in society and how to present herself and her family in an adequate way. Yet, her whole life has somehow become only a scenery of a life and she has lost herself. When a young woman’s body is found, she is intrigued and soon she finds more and more evidence that her husband’s inspiration might not just come out of himself and his imagination but might actually stem from actual experience. Is she sharing her bed with a murderer?

Virginia Feito’s debut novel “Mrs March” is an intense psychological study of a woman who has lost connection to reality and is gradually plummeting into an abyss. Brilliantly the author shows how a strongly self-controlled character more and more loses power over her life and in the end can hardly distinguish between what is real and what is only imagined.

It is quite clever how the protagonist is presented to the reader, she is only ever referred to as “Mrs March” thus defined by her status as a married woman and without a first name. She is not given anything that she brings into the marriage from her childhood. From her flashbacks you learn that her parents treated her rather coolly and that she has always felt like not doing anything right, not being the daughter they had hoped for, not fulfilling the expectations, until, finally, they can hand her over to her husband. The only persons she could bond with was her – rather malicious – imagined friend Kiki and a household help, yet, she couldn’t cope with positive feelings since this concept was totally alien to her.

Behind the facade of the impeccable woman is a troubled mind. First, it is just the assumption that people talk behind her back, compare her to her husband’s latest novel’s protagonist – not very flattering since this is a prostitute who is paid out of pity instead of for good service rendered – then she sees cockroaches and finds more and more signs which link George with the murder of the young woman the whole country is talking about. From her point of view, it a fits together perfectly, but she does not see how she herself increasingly fractures. Most of the plot happens behind closed doors, she does not have friends or family she is close to, thus, there is nobody to help her.

As readers, we know exactly where she is headed to and then, Virginia Feito confronts us with an unexpected twist which lets you reassess what you have just read. The distinction between reality and paranoia sometimes isn’t that clear at all.

A wonderfully written, suspenseful kind of gothic novel set in New York’s upper class whose signs of class affiliation are repeatedly mocked while also showing that not all is well just because you live in a posh apartment and can wear expensive clothes.

Thomas Palzer – Die Zeit, die bleibt

Thomas Palzer – Die Zeit, die bleibt

Zwei Männer, zwei Schicksale. In München wird der Anwalt Ewart Colver an einem Frühlingsabend angefahren und schwer verletzt. Wer kann es auf ihn abgesehen haben? Hängt der offenkundige Mordversuch mit einem sechs Jahre zurückliegenden Fall zusammen, bei dem er sich mit einem Drogenkartell anlegte? Der Anruf eines Kommissars deutet zumindest darauf hin, doch da die Polizei nur wenig tätig wird, muss Colver wohl oder übel selbst ermitteln. Unterdessen ist Shenja Orlov in Berlin immer noch gedanklich in St. Petersburg und bei der einzigen wahren Liebe, die er jemals hatte. Es war seine Schuld, dass sie ums Leben gekommen ist und seither büßt er dafür. Wird es mit seiner Kollegin vielleicht doch einen Neuanfang für ihn geben können? Doch das Schicksal hat ebenfalls einen Plan, mit dem beide Männer nicht gerechnet haben.

Thomas Palzer erzählt die beiden Handlungsstränge parallel ohne dass sich für den Leser eine Verbindung erkennen ließe. Zeit und Ort sind derart voneinander losgelöst, dass man lange Zeit beide Männer verfolgt, sich aber doch wundert, wie diese beiden Leben miteinander in Zusammenhang stehen. Gemächlich schreitet die Handlung voran, bis sie plötzlich ein rasantes Tempo aufnimmt und sich alles auflöst.

Auch wenn die beiden Geschichten völlig verschieden sind und die Männer vordergründig kaum Parallel aufweisen, gleichen sie sich doch in mancherlei Hinsicht. Es ist ihr Psychogramm, das den Roman interessant macht, weniger die durchaus auch spannende Frage nach den Hintergründen des Anschlags auf Colver. Der Münchner Anwalt, dessen Ehe schon Jahre zuvor zerbrochen ist und der nur ein oberflächliches Verhältnis zu seinen Kindern hat, hat ebenso den Halt im Leben verloren wie der Berliner IT Spezialist. Beide sind weitgehend sozial isoliert und haben faktisch nur wenig Kontakt zu Mitmenschen. Ebenso sind sie gefangen in ihrer Gedankenwelt, in der sie versuchen ihre Erlebnisse zu verarbeiten und mit Sinn zu füllen. Für sie ergibt sich ein klares, logisches Bild, dass dies jedoch nur einseitig die Situation beleuchtet und einzig ihre Perspektive berücksichtigt, blenden sie aus. Colver versteift sich völlig in die Mordanschlagtheorie, die er mit allen Mitteln versucht zu belegen, gleichermaßen ist Orlov von der Untreue seiner neuen Partnerin überzeugt und kann logischerweise nur alles, was sie tut, unter dieser Prämisse bewerten.

Sie weisen Züge einer Paranoia auf, sie nehmen ihre Umwelt verzerrt wahr, werden gegenüber der Welt zunehmend feindseliger und misstrauisch und schaffen sich ein komplexes Verschwörungsszenario, das die beiden letztlich in die größtmögliche Katastrophe führt. Die Entwicklung der Figuren bis zum tragischen Höhepunkt ist Palzer großartig gelungen. Leicht kann man nachvollziehen, wie sich zwei grundsätzlich gesunde Menschen immer tiefer hineinsteigern und letztlich aus dem Käfig, den sie sich erschaffen haben, nicht mehr herausfinden.

Für mich ein großartiger Roman in zweierlei Hinsicht: die Konstruktion des Handlungsverlaufs geht ebenso glatt auf wie die psychologische Entwicklung seiner beiden Protagonisten. Gepaart wird das Ganze mit einer ordentlichen Portion Spannung und durchaus auch einigen gesellschaftlich und sozialkritischen Fragen.